April 2, 2007

My husband was out of town last week. He got home last night with "The New Yorker" under his arm. "The New Yorker" is a special treat (we live small around here) and after lunch he handed me a poem from the magazine, which he wanted me to see. I read the first line and announced "I can't read it - it's too hard." My husband knew I meant that the poem was obviously going to whump me down with its excellent goodness. But my son thought I literally meant I couldn't read it. So he volunteered. In his sweet little eight year old voice, with his over emphasised Rs, he carefully read out loud:

In A Little Apartment
I ask my father, "What do you do all day?" "I remember."

So in that dusty little apartment in Gliwice,
in a low block in the Soviet style
that says all towns should look like barracks,
and cramped rooms will defeat conspiracies,
where an old-fashioned wall clock marches on, unwearied,

he relives daily the mild September of '39, its whistling bombs,
and the Jesuit garden in Lvov, gleaming
with the green glow of maples and ash trees and small birds,
kayaks on the Dniester, the scent of wicker and wet sand,
that hot day when you met a girl who studied law,

the trip by freight car to the west, the final border,
two hundred roses from the students
grateful for your help in '68,
and other episodes I'll never know,
the kiss of a girl who didn't become my mother,

the fear and sweet gooseberries of childhood, images drawn
from that calm abyss before I was.
Your memory works in the quiet apartment--in silence,
systematically, you struggle to retrieve for an instant
your painful century. ~Adam Zagajewski

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